Saturday, December 29, 2007

A day in my life

I feel particularly icky right now. i started off the day GREAT, then somewhere along the way it all went to squat. As usual, I can't seem to make it through an entire day without blowing it. After lunch my husband came home and we decided we would drive to Savannah to get our daughter that had gone to spend a few days with our cousin. Traffic was AWFUL. Stop and go the entire way. I HATE TRAFFIC! By the time we got to exit 94 i was starving. We are prearranged to meet at the Hardees so of course they weren't there and i was hungry so i get the 1/3 pound mushroom Swiss burger on sourdough (did i mention i love sourdough bread?) and a big basket of curly fries, and a small diet coke. I don't guess it mattered it was small cuz i got to refill it as much as i wanted to run back and forth across the lobby. 1200 calories, and 65 fat grams. OMG!?! When we left i was out of gas, so we stopped a mega station with a Micky D's. Tara got a McChicken and fries and JD had asked for something sweet so i got him 3 cookies for a buck. When we were walking back through the store to leave he was coming in from pumping gas and told me he was going to the restroom. When he came out he told me about the buy one get one free Hershey bar sign in the bathroom. Tara's favorite candy bar is a Hershey bar so we got two. i also get a 99 cent bag of Doritos's for the ride back cuz munching keeps me awake and i find it better to drive if i'm not sleeping. As we were riding down the interstate JD informs me that he's not a big fan of chocolate chip cookies (I've been married to the man for almost 14 years and this is the first I'm hearing about this). Needless to say, I got a cooking and Tara got a cookie. So now add a chocolate cookie and a bag of Doritos's to that enormous total from earlier and I now feel like i want to barf. When we got home i stepped on my defected scales and it read 311.0 i did have my shoes on though. I'm gonna go pee stripe naked and weigh again and see if it goes up any. Tomorrow will be a better day, RIGHT?

PS. My wonderful husband that love me more than almost anything or anyone else in the world stopped on his way home and brought me one of my most favorite things in the world. Now on top of all the above add a large over sweeten Tea to all that. Yep, on my way to barf.

Friday, December 28, 2007

The Scales

I bought scales the other day. Big feet area, large lighted display. I got them home and took them out of the box, inserted the batteries and hopped my happy ass up there. 307.4 Great i ran to pee and came straight back to weigh again just knowing that i peed a gallon. 308.2 WTF???!?!? How does that happen???? Kicked the scales to the side and walked away muttering under my breath. Bright and early the next morning, and remembering that "you weigh less in the morning" (I'm still not sure about how that happens) i went to weigh 304.8 Hooray!! Hours later, i hadn't eaten or drank ANYTHING!! 305.5 STUPID SCALES! They must be defective. I should be happy that I'm not the 312 that i was in the summer, and i am.

Just went to make me something for breakfast although its almost noon. Got half a whole grain bagel with cream cheese and coffee. What would have made it better for me? Bagel was good, cream cheese could have been light or just less. Coffee, should've used a low cal sweetener and the fat free creamer (which i usually buy but grabbed the wrong thing on that particular visit to the grocery store).

later. . . For lunch i had a roast beef, cheese, lettuce, tomato and mayo sandwich. The bread was sourdough and i know that's not all that bad as far as calories and fat grams, the roast beef was lean, the cheese was the Kraft Deli Selects 2% so it only had 60cal/4fg. lettuce and tomato . . . yummy! I can't live without the mayo. I know i need to learn how to but i only used a small amount. No, Really i did. I drank water with my lunch. So so far today, I'm feeling pretty good about myself, as far as eating.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

how to become a new me?

i read this article and found it enlightening. I knew most all of it already but then again there is so much data and information in my brain it overwhelms me and i feel bogged down like i'm about to drown in a sea of usful info, trying to tread through it but just not . . .

A new year, a new youNutritionist Elisa Zied offers 7 diet changes to help you feel better (and healthier) in 2008

If you’re like most of us, you’ve been indulging in too many high-fat, high-calorie treats for the last few months and are suffering from a holiday diet hangover. But the New Year is the perfect time to put your less-than perfect eating habits behind you. Fortunately, eating well doesn’t have to equal denial and deprivation. Try these 7 strategies to help boost your nutrient intake, feel more energized and enjoy a healthier body weight in 2008 and beyond.

Bulk up to slim down
What’s in it for you: While protein isn’t a problem for many Americans, most do fall short of the 21 to 38 grams of fiber recommended each day. Pairing foods rich in fiber and protein fills you up and curbs your appetite. The protein/fiber dynamic duo also regulates blood sugar for a steady stream of energy throughout the day. Fiber also reduces blood cholesterol levels and promotes gastrointestinal regularity.
How to do it: Choose at least one protein-rich food that’s low in saturated fat and cholesterol and at least two high-fiber foods at every meal. Healthy protein picks: fat-free milk or yogurt, fish, skinless chicken or turkey breast, beans, nuts and seeds. Healthy fiber choices include whole grain bread, cereal or pasta, brown or wild rice, fresh fruit and vegetables. To boost fiber intake, reach for a whole wheat English muffin instead of a plain bagel, a whole wheat flour tortilla instead of white bread or a roll, and lentil or black bean soup instead of chicken noodle or creamy, cheesy soups, recommends Tanya Zuckerbrot, registered dietitian and author of “The F Factor Diet.”

Go green
What’s in it for you: Dark green leafy vegetables are loaded with the cancer-fighting antioxidant beta-carotene, as well as the carotenoids lutein and zeaxanthin, which can protect the eyes and can fight some cancers, heart disease and stroke. At a mere 20 to 30 calories per half cup, leafy veggies also provide a healthy dose of fiber, vitamin A, vitamin C, folate, and potassium.
How to do it: Aim for at least 3 cups of dark green vegetables each week. Fill a salad bowl with shredded spinach, romaine, arugula or other dark green leaves. Use lettuce leaves to dress up sandwiches. Steam or lightly sauté broccoli, spinach, kale, collard greens, mustard greens or turnip greens. (Add grated parmesan and seasonings for extra flavor.) Use fresh or frozen broccoli or spinach in pasta or stir-fry dishes, or to top potatoes or whole grain pizza crusts.

Boost your beans
What’s in it for you: “If I were trapped on an island and had to choose one survival food, I’d choose beans,” says David Grotto, a registered dietitian and author of “101 Foods That Can Save Your Life.” Grotto loves beans because they are rich in both protein and carbohydrates, and contain loads of fiber to promote regularity, control cholesterol and reduce the risk of certain cancers. “Beans also boast folate, potassium and magnesium; and dark beans, such as black beans, contain anthocyanins, antioxidants that fight inflammation and improve brain function,” he adds.
How to do it: Grotto likes to fill ice cube trays with a puree made with beans and chicken or vegetable broth. He freezes them and then drops them into pasta sauces, soups and casseroles. Chickpeas can be used to bake falafel or to bulk up a green salad. Black beans or lentils can be topped with shredded low-fat cheese to make quesadillas or fajitas.

Eat fish
What’s in it for you: Fish offers high-quality protein, vitamins and minerals. It’s also low in saturated fat and often provides fewer calories per ounce than beef or poultry. Fish contains potent omega-3 fatty acids, known to reduce the risk of prostate cancer, heart disease and possibly even Alzheimer’s disease. It also helps protect the eyes from macular degeneration and wards off diabetes.
How to do it: Replace three beef or poultry meals each week with a 4-ounce portion of fish. For particularly potent omega-3s opt for herring, mackerel, salmon, sardines, trout or tuna. Grill, steam, broil or bake fish (without breading) and use canned varieties to top salads or sandwiches.

Pump up potassium
What’s in it for you: Potassium works with sodium to maintain water balance in the body. It also dampens the effects of a high-sodium diet on blood pressure, reduces the risk of kidney stones and may stave off bone loss later in life. Because potassium is found in so many whole foods, including leafy green vegetables, fruits from vines and root vegetables, consuming more potassium-rich foods can fill you up and improve your overall nutrient intake.
How to do it: Aim for 4 1/2 cups of fruits and vegetables each day and potassium-rich options from all the food groups. Best bets: prunes, prune juice, peaches, tomato sauce, sweet potatoes, soybeans, lima beans, peanuts, pistachios, and fish such as halibut, tuna and cod. Milk, yogurt, and cereal are high in the nutrient as well.

Stay on portion patrol
What’s in it for you: “Switching the focus from what not to eat to how much to eat is the best strategy for long-term weight management, especially for those of us who passively over-consume calories,” says James O. Hill, Ph.D, author of “The Step Diet.” Watching portion sizes, but still eating foods you enjoy can minimize the feeling of deprivation that can lead to overeating and guilt.
How to do it: Lisa Young, Ph.D, author of “The Portion Teller,” recommends keeping a food record as a first step to curb portions. Once you see what and how much you really eat and drink, you can try to increase portions of healthful foods and decrease portions of fatty or sugary foods, Young says.Put less on your plate or use smaller plates, recommends Hill. Eat slowly, savoring every bite and waiting at least five minutes after you have finished before you opt for more. “You’ll be amazed that most of the time you’ll be satisfied and won’t want or need more” says Hill.

Think marathon, not sprint
What’s in it for you: If you try to change too many diet habits at once, you won’t give your body and mind enough time to adjust and it’ll be more difficult to make the changes stick. Don’t worry about every little bite, or feel guilty when you eat too much or have a so-called “forbidden” food. It’ll take all the fun out of eating and that’s a recipe for failure.
How to do it: Cut yourself some slack. Set one small, realistic goal at a time and pace yourself. This week, simply eat more green vegetables. Next week, eat more beans. Over time, each small change will become a lifelong habit. Plan out your meals and snacks. Don’t waste calories on things you don’t love. Make every calorie count, enjoy each bite and remember to fit in regular exercise -- the other half of the healthy eating and living equation.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

New me?

OK, here it is just days before the new year and i really want to improve myself . . mind, body and soul. I've spent countless hours on the Internet trying to determine what i need to accomplish a full self make over. The problem i have run into is that it just seems to be so vast and complicating i find myself wanting to quite before i start. There are so so so many things that need to be done and so so many ways i can improve i just don't know where to start. I'm running out of time. I've found so many different ideas i thought if i jotted some of them down, ya know, blogged about it i might feel more in control of it and perhaps actually apply some of it. I pretty much want to re haul my life. From top to bottom, i feel like I've have failed and need to turn that around. Where to begin? I guess i should start with the things i want to fix. 1, I'm obesselly overweight. I weighed 312 last time i get on a scale and that was before Thanksgiving so heaven help me now, but i will make an effort to weigh in the next week and get back to you on the exact amount. This number one is a LARGE problem with me. I feel like it i can get this under control so many other things would fall into place for me. 2, I'm the most unorganized person on the planet. My office is an utter wreak. I can't find anything, the papers on my desk are piled so high i can't see the bottom three inches of the monitor and i lose everything I'm put in charge of. 3, I procrastinate everything!!! i've been gonna start this blog for a month now. I've been gonna diet for years now. i've been gonna clean my house and organize my crap for ever now. i hate that i can't get my shit together and act like a grown up.4, I don't take care of my person. I don't brush my teeth like i should, or shower like i should, I don't exersice like I should, or all that stuff. I feel so so tired all the time. All the time I just want to stop what i'm doing and take a nap, of course until bedtime than i can't ge to sleep.I've got lots of work to do. I want to use this blog as a tool or avenue to keep track of what and how i'm doing. I also hope to find help and strenght along the way.